Eva is Being Real

Today, about all day, I worked in the spare bedroom, picking up, sorting and finding things I had forgotten even existed.
I feel like I've made progress in dealing with my anxiety and depression.  I was able to tell my husband about a payment coming due and told him about the Girl Scout Camp I was offered to work for.  However, he told me his thoughts and feelings about the Camp, so I had to email them back to tell them that I had to turn it down.  The pay is not very much, but I would be gone for a total of 6 weeks this summer. Home on the weekends.
With our situation, it probably is not a good idea for me to go.  I do feel some relieve though having done some progress.
While I was working in the bedroom, I was playing Air1 Radio, a Christian radio on my phone.  A son played that I felt like matched my situation, "While you are feeling pressure, God is creating a diamond." Oh, how correct. I loved that. I'm going to have to find it on Google Play.
Now, time for supper, I put a freezer meal in late this morning, pepper steak.  I am going to serve it over mashed potatoes, which I've got to get pealed and start cooking.
My plans for after supper, read "The Help".   I watched the mini-series "Roots" this week. Wow! I forgot how wonderful it was. I want to read that book, but I know I'll never get through it in the summer, which is the only time I've got to do some reading for fun.
Tomorrow we may have plans to go to Illinois to Fort De Chartres. I love that place. It is the Spring Fort weekend. If the roads are not flooded, we will probably go.  If the roads are flooded, then we'll just find something else to do for the day. We have been home about every day this week, except for Thursday, but we done what we had to to do and came home. We really don't get out much.